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Each new year I try to set some goals to pursue. Some years I do well, while others not so good. Quite frankly, I forget about them, which I know is bad haha. This year I wanted to do something different. I planed that in 2018 I would focus on one thing mainly, rather than a list. I’ve decided to work on myself, specifically stepping out of my shell.

I don’t know if you have ever felt this way, but there are times when I feel like everyone is moving on , in some way or another, except me. My friends are getting married, some even having kids (what’s going on!?). It’s not like I feel the pressure to get on the same path as everyone, but I do feel that at least they have something going on, like that they are doing something with their lives. I know that the career I chose didn’t allow me to have the same lifestyle as them, but I can’t quite stop feeling the need to do something on my own. 

At first, I thought the problem was my surrounding. Yet, now I realize that deep down the issue may lay within myself. A person once told me that life has it’s ups and downs, but it is on us to adapt to changes and make the best out of the situation, whether it’s during a high or low point. I want to adapt to the changes going on with my life, but at the same time I want to do it my way. I think that I've been sort of holding myself down, making me feel like I haven’t moved on because I’ve been afraid to do so, afraid to let go. 

Therefore, this new year I want to try new things, I want to explore the world, I want to be happy, but most importantly I want to be myself with no limits, with no fears and no regrets. This year I want to work on myself to feel good, to feel like I can do things on my own, by myself, that I can achieve what I set my mind on.

Here is to a new year, hopefully better than last year!

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